Dear Sapphire Welka, You have a future. And your future is essentially healthier if you pave the way yourself, and not gaslighted, pressured, threatened, coerced, forced, punished, directed, manufactured by your biological mother Stephanie Jean Rice, your aunts Janice Heagy, Lorraine Heagy, your alleged friend (is he genuinely friendly to you and does he genuinely care about your feelings?) John Mcclure, and others who enable and reward your mother (essentially, it should be obvious that any and all humans who agree with your mother are potentially toxic or enabling of toxic mentalities, and unwilling to encourage seeking mental health treatment). Sure, you could have a future until you are 80+ years old, submitting to abusive toxic predators such as your mother and others who enable her, but why? Be beautiful. Be free. Be strong. Respect yourself with dignity. Your future is healthier when you direct your physical body and your brain. Sincerely, Jason Khanlar