Dear Sapphire Welka,
I am proud of you to have filed a police report against me today. I am proud because it is a step for you to experience doing things for yourself, on your own, per your own thoughts, feelings and understandings. Sure, you have been conditioned by your biological mother who has and continues to exhibit many narcissistic characteristics including pathological lying, false narrative storytelling, and much more, but as with anyone to not develop those skills as well, despite that it may possibly be scientifically inevitable, and certainly you have and continue to showcase developing many similar toxic patterns where
"Basically, I think we should still be friends because I think some day, we will be able to prove your innocence. Perhaps I should put more effort into proving your innocence. Blah. I suppose I do not matter. I hope I can get my own place next year. My family matters, but I do not. Reality does not matter. All that matters is the opinion of my family. My opinion does not matter :(" - Sapphire Welka, June 2014
is noticeably true, that Sapphire does not matter, unless Sapphire learns and develops how to behave compatible to narcissistic personality disrder exhibited by her mother and others in her family and friends whom enable and support it, without even knowing about it and likely denying it especially so as to continue preserving victimizing me (and anyone else who shows similar narcissistically attractive exploitable weaknesses).
And with that quote of yours, certainly we are not still friends. Your thought of that was not in compliance with the toxicity. Certainly we (clearly as can be observed, there is no "we") have not been able to prove my innocence, and you have showcased complimenting the character assassination essentially victimizing me further such that my innocence is forgotten, deprecated, replaced with guiltiness, replaced with further false accusations, etc. Too, you still live with your biological mother, and definitely do not have your own place, and perhaps are furtherly uncertain how to, if ever, as you had explicitly stated and written about in journal, get your own place, or many other things.
Nonetheless, again, I am proud of you to have filed a police report against me today. Because, nobody told you to do it, and I believe it is the first time that you have done so since 888 days (~2.5 years) ago, at the height of your being victimized by your narcissistic mother and enabling family. You did it entirely on your own, and that is beautifully wonderful! I very much appreciate it, as it is the least I can be proud of regarding your character.
Be strong. Respect yourself.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
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