Dear Sapphire Welka,
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Dear Sapphire Welka,
Your opinion does matter, not only your family's opinion. Reality does matter.
You deserve to have a voice, to be respected, to be appreciated, to be free from bullying and abuse. You do not need to slavishly submit to the demands of anyone.
Be strong. Respect yourself, especially on March 21st, 2017. You deserve to be beautiful, and wonderful!
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Your opinion does matter, not only your family's opinion. Reality does matter.
You deserve to have a voice, to be respected, to be appreciated, to be free from bullying and abuse. You do not need to slavishly submit to the demands of anyone.
Be strong. Respect yourself, especially on March 21st, 2017. You deserve to be beautiful, and wonderful!
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Wednesday, February 22, 2017
Dear Sapphire Welka,
Your behavior had abruptly changed since June 13th of 2014, and it is a result of your biological mother Stephanie Jean Rice's bullying and abusive behaviors and actions, which continue to this day.
Please consider the nature of how your mother has not yet figured out what she can do to cease the bullying and abuse, and that despite that you are not responsible for your mother's unfortunate teachings and nature of leading by example, that you could potentially emerge to realize that the best, most effective way to teach is to lead by example.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Your behavior had abruptly changed since June 13th of 2014, and it is a result of your biological mother Stephanie Jean Rice's bullying and abusive behaviors and actions, which continue to this day.
Please consider the nature of how your mother has not yet figured out what she can do to cease the bullying and abuse, and that despite that you are not responsible for your mother's unfortunate teachings and nature of leading by example, that you could potentially emerge to realize that the best, most effective way to teach is to lead by example.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Friday, February 10, 2017
Dear Sapphire Welka,
Hi there. I hope you're doing alright. I'm sorry that you've been abused and bullied. Especially I'm sorry that various persons have manufactured consent in representing the abuse and bullying as not and instead refer to those who reference the abuse and bullying as abuse and bullying are considered to be abusive bullies.
Despite that I hope you're doing alright, too, I question the relative nature of such hopefulnesses as well. For example, I could relatedly express that I hope that Stephanie Jean Rice, your biological mother, is doing alright, or any other person, including those who have historically abused and bullied me throughout my lifetime, including those who have physically beaten me throughout my schooling as a young child, or those who picked on me because I wore glasses or had braces. Note: I was born and after a few years old I had buck teeth.
Genuinely, realistically, and also story-tellingly/narratively though, I hope you are doing alright.
Today I received paperwork for a Summary Trial Notice for Commonwealth of Pennsylvania vs Jason Khanlar. This is a result of your biological mother Stephanie Jean Rice's sustained efforts to preserve the manufactured narrative of which to essentially reiterate many of those harmful, mean, disrespectful and even dishonest things that your mother has said to me and to others about me, including things such as that I am a poor excuse for a man, or that I am a loser in more words than necessary, or that your mother wishes I would "fuck off and die" or that I seriously have worms, or that I should take Xanax medicine, or that my allegedly miserable attitude is responsible for your poor hygiene, poor grades, everything (if you remember correctly, your mother Stephanie used the word "everything" in her text message statement to me), or that I should stay away from her beautiful daughter, such that your mother referring to you in that context in message to me essentially is perhaps to suggest that I am not beautiful (and to which despite her having said such mean things to me, you still continued to show attention towards me, communicate to me per your own initiative, visit, etc.
Ideally I'd like to think that you are fairly stable, cognitively healthy, strong and courageous to recognize your potential to respect yourself, to show to yourself and the world that you are secure, able, maybe like a go getter, that you're not willing to let anyone tear you down, put you down, ridicule you, threaten you, harass you, etc. Unfortunately, reality. But it's somewhat okay (and also somewhat not okay), because we are not born with confidence. I surely experienced lack of self-confidence throughout periods of my life. Too, maybe I felt afraid as related to my lack of confidence in myself.
You are not the only person who has been influential for me, but I also appreciate and thank you for improving my relative recognition of having confidence, as well as the nature of the word "respect" and what it means, and how a given homosapien respects or disrespects another homosapien (you may replace the word "homosapien" with "human" but they mean essentially the same thing). Nonetheless, I would like to express my appreciation to you for influencing me to recognize my confidence levels, especially as a nature of which character assassination has occurred, lies have occurred, threats have occurred, profanities, vulgarities, derogatory statemens, foul language, swears, hostility, etc. have accord. And too, I am proud that I have not contributed to any of those things. Even, it wasn't difficult for me. Nonetheless, to those who have indulged in such activities, and especially those who perhaps try to deny it, or pretend as if they never happened, or to shroud those activities in mystery, plausible deniability, delete record of history of them ever happening, I am confident that there is enough evidence from witnesses to which those things and other things have happened, and that amidst the lies and false accusations and allegations, that there is a sense of sanity to all of the insanity.
Hacking, cheating, exploiting (especially those who are gullible, a synonym for exploitable), coercing, intimidating, pressuring, gaslighting, manufacturing consent, etc. are relatively concerning.
And despite that I consider why people don't like to say bad or mean things about other, even if they are truthful or hurtful, it is important to consider the relative importance and prudence for which things are said.
For example, consider if human A were sexually, physically, mentally, cognitively, or in relatively criminal fashion raped human B. And consider that human A is biologically related to human B or within close proximity in family. There is history of these occurrences throughout human cultures. Now consider that human B (who in this example was raped by human A) were scared to tell anyone that human A raped them. What are the possible scenarios of outcomes that may result and in what possibilities would human B recognize to reveal and disclose that human A raped human B? And does it matter or not matter that human B say anything? Would human B not say anything because human A has not said anything? Or if human C were involved and discussed, but human C felt it in the best interest to 'protect' human A's reputation, maybe human C would condition and manufacture and socially engineer human B to consider the rape as not a big deal, or that it's okay, or it's part of life, or that the behavior is socially acceptable. Then perhaps human B's psychology or cognitive perception of things would be relatively, well... essentially it is fairly noticeable in your behavior Sapphire Welka, that there is serious concern, and it is relatively important that steps be taken to resolve, analogous to the example, the narrative of truth of reality in which human A had raped human B.
You have provided evidence to me, stated to me verbally, as well as provided substantially relevant written and typed communications that provide adequate evidence to explain things, to appropriately reveal who had done what, when they did what, when they essentially potentially had a cognitive knowing of what was done, and a relative integrity, dignity and confidence for their knowing that what was done is genuinely true and real, and not only just believable per the ability for humans to tell stories, give narratives (including false narratives).
I am not sure if it was or is your intention to continue to remain ignorant and negligent and potentially manufacture (as your mother has been seemingly successfully behaviorally exhibited towards controlling your behavior (through punishment, threats, etc.), but too I am not sure how or why you may suggest that you are so scared, or what it is that you are scared of, that may correlate to your continued ignorance and negligence, and continued avoidance of discussing any of the (historically) increasing abuses, bullyings, threats, etc.
I can't say that I am disappointed, despite that I have escalated a sense of cognitive expression and feeling that I have been compoundingly disappointed since June of 2014, in which a peak of abusive exploitation had occurred and remains sustained, but I am relatively shocked and dismayed that of more healthy, accomplishing, productive and cooperatively honorable and admirable outcomes seems more desirable.
But too, I can say that I am disappointed, because despite that I have not been arrested, as your biological mother had also so rudely declared to me suggesting that my arrest is coming soon back during June of 2014, because I reasonably am not guilty or responsible for any of the abuse that had been behaved.
Nonetheless, with regards to bait and switch, with regards to entrapment, with regards to victimizing the innocent, with regards to the simplicity of pathological lying and delusionality, my disappointment is perhaps a reflection upon my increased ability to recognize red flags of toxic parasitic abuse and behavior.
And I am essentially proud that I can and do continue to help those that are close to me (including my own biological mother) to recognize some of those flags and to improve upon them so as to not continue repeating them, and to improve themselves to be more healthy, decent, kind, honest, safe, sane, respectable, admirable, honorable persons.
Essentially I am okay with persons lying about me, as long as it doesn't escalate to affect my experiences or my reputation or my sense of professionalism, but too, I am okay with bringing attention to some of these concerns, and to occasionally reveal and disclose relevant evidences to prove them as they are useful and important to do so, even if my bringing attention to them may cause others to think negatively about me. I am okay with this because I recognize that even if others consider that I am parasitic, toxic, abusive, fraudulent, wasteful, etc., I recognize that it may be them that are perhaps parasitic, toxic, abusive, fraudulent, wasteful, etc., and they may either deny it, delusionaly perceive it, or otherwise introduce further inconvenience that I am not interested to deal with.
Certainly your biological mother, upon her very first introduction of shouting that she would be reporting me for fraud, essentially out of the blue, as if to solicit that fraud had just or had previously occurred, is quite an outrage, but her usage of the word has helped me to reflect upon the nature in which fraud may be relevant, but in such a way that the fraud was occurring at effort of others and not myself. And I'd like to thank you for bringing attention to how your mother had essentially engaged in Social Security fraud (albeit fairly minor, but still wasteful, abusive and fraudulent in nature nonetheless), such that your mother had coerced and presumably convinced you to act stupider than you were to qualify for more Social Security benefit payments each month. I'd like to thank you because that, along with many other evidences, provide support for which the behavior of your mother had been an issue even before your mother had become aware that I existed, that that incident that had occurred, had occurred prior to any influence or involvement from myself.
I don't consider that you are a fraudulent criminal Sapphire Welka, but relatively, I encourage you to recognize the severity for which aiding and abetting or being an accomplice or accessory to criminal activity is concerning just as much as those who use their brains to orchestrate and coordinate criminal activity, including that which may be relatively borderline criminal and not criminal.
Nonetheless, since June of 2014, police have been involved, and upcoming in March and also again in May, there are court trials that will take place, and as I stated, witnesses will be subpoenaed.
I very much encourage honest witness testimonies, but too I recognize the continued effort for plausible deniability and claims of not knowing things, despite having evidence presented concretely before persons, and continuing a sense of careless wrecklessness.
I suspect that you may exhibit similar potential testimony as well, despite having successfully evaded all past trials that have occurred thus far, perhaps due to my own complacency or difficulty to not only cope with the extent of effort and intelligence required, but the relative effort and energy as well. We shall see. I cannot predict the future, and definitely I shall not coerce, intimidate, threaten or manufacture the future or narrative of future, but I can express my concerns and hope that others who are relevantly involved can showcase more sense of accountability and responsibility for their actions and inactions.
Heck, you could continue expressing your concerns as well, just as you had done with journal that you had written and given to me. Essentially, I encourage it, because otherwise, unless you have been and are continuing to try to intentionally bait and switch or frame me for suffering and punishment that I do not deserve, as if to represent a sense of sociopathy and/or evilness that is somehow enjoyable or exciting or pleasurable, it seems cognitively and socially damaging.
Nonetheless, despite that, like your mother had stated, you may be a beautiful person (your mother referring to you as her daughter), reasonable, one's beauty is a reflection of their actions and inactions, such that unless others know about you, the beauty (or lack thereof) is not there to be realized or experienced, other than through fantasy, storytelling, creation of ideas out of thin air.
And as much as it may seem nice to have the luxury to fantasy indefinitely, live a life in one's own head, it also seems quite despairing, depressing and otherwise alien, isolated or forever alone.
I hope that you are doing well Sapphire, and too I look forward to not only hoping but experiencing a sense of doing well for myself as well.
Take care. Bee well.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
Hi there. I hope you're doing alright. I'm sorry that you've been abused and bullied. Especially I'm sorry that various persons have manufactured consent in representing the abuse and bullying as not and instead refer to those who reference the abuse and bullying as abuse and bullying are considered to be abusive bullies.
Despite that I hope you're doing alright, too, I question the relative nature of such hopefulnesses as well. For example, I could relatedly express that I hope that Stephanie Jean Rice, your biological mother, is doing alright, or any other person, including those who have historically abused and bullied me throughout my lifetime, including those who have physically beaten me throughout my schooling as a young child, or those who picked on me because I wore glasses or had braces. Note: I was born and after a few years old I had buck teeth.
Genuinely, realistically, and also story-tellingly/narratively though, I hope you are doing alright.
Today I received paperwork for a Summary Trial Notice for Commonwealth of Pennsylvania vs Jason Khanlar. This is a result of your biological mother Stephanie Jean Rice's sustained efforts to preserve the manufactured narrative of which to essentially reiterate many of those harmful, mean, disrespectful and even dishonest things that your mother has said to me and to others about me, including things such as that I am a poor excuse for a man, or that I am a loser in more words than necessary, or that your mother wishes I would "fuck off and die" or that I seriously have worms, or that I should take Xanax medicine, or that my allegedly miserable attitude is responsible for your poor hygiene, poor grades, everything (if you remember correctly, your mother Stephanie used the word "everything" in her text message statement to me), or that I should stay away from her beautiful daughter, such that your mother referring to you in that context in message to me essentially is perhaps to suggest that I am not beautiful (and to which despite her having said such mean things to me, you still continued to show attention towards me, communicate to me per your own initiative, visit, etc.
Ideally I'd like to think that you are fairly stable, cognitively healthy, strong and courageous to recognize your potential to respect yourself, to show to yourself and the world that you are secure, able, maybe like a go getter, that you're not willing to let anyone tear you down, put you down, ridicule you, threaten you, harass you, etc. Unfortunately, reality. But it's somewhat okay (and also somewhat not okay), because we are not born with confidence. I surely experienced lack of self-confidence throughout periods of my life. Too, maybe I felt afraid as related to my lack of confidence in myself.
You are not the only person who has been influential for me, but I also appreciate and thank you for improving my relative recognition of having confidence, as well as the nature of the word "respect" and what it means, and how a given homosapien respects or disrespects another homosapien (you may replace the word "homosapien" with "human" but they mean essentially the same thing). Nonetheless, I would like to express my appreciation to you for influencing me to recognize my confidence levels, especially as a nature of which character assassination has occurred, lies have occurred, threats have occurred, profanities, vulgarities, derogatory statemens, foul language, swears, hostility, etc. have accord. And too, I am proud that I have not contributed to any of those things. Even, it wasn't difficult for me. Nonetheless, to those who have indulged in such activities, and especially those who perhaps try to deny it, or pretend as if they never happened, or to shroud those activities in mystery, plausible deniability, delete record of history of them ever happening, I am confident that there is enough evidence from witnesses to which those things and other things have happened, and that amidst the lies and false accusations and allegations, that there is a sense of sanity to all of the insanity.
Hacking, cheating, exploiting (especially those who are gullible, a synonym for exploitable), coercing, intimidating, pressuring, gaslighting, manufacturing consent, etc. are relatively concerning.
And despite that I consider why people don't like to say bad or mean things about other, even if they are truthful or hurtful, it is important to consider the relative importance and prudence for which things are said.
For example, consider if human A were sexually, physically, mentally, cognitively, or in relatively criminal fashion raped human B. And consider that human A is biologically related to human B or within close proximity in family. There is history of these occurrences throughout human cultures. Now consider that human B (who in this example was raped by human A) were scared to tell anyone that human A raped them. What are the possible scenarios of outcomes that may result and in what possibilities would human B recognize to reveal and disclose that human A raped human B? And does it matter or not matter that human B say anything? Would human B not say anything because human A has not said anything? Or if human C were involved and discussed, but human C felt it in the best interest to 'protect' human A's reputation, maybe human C would condition and manufacture and socially engineer human B to consider the rape as not a big deal, or that it's okay, or it's part of life, or that the behavior is socially acceptable. Then perhaps human B's psychology or cognitive perception of things would be relatively, well... essentially it is fairly noticeable in your behavior Sapphire Welka, that there is serious concern, and it is relatively important that steps be taken to resolve, analogous to the example, the narrative of truth of reality in which human A had raped human B.
You have provided evidence to me, stated to me verbally, as well as provided substantially relevant written and typed communications that provide adequate evidence to explain things, to appropriately reveal who had done what, when they did what, when they essentially potentially had a cognitive knowing of what was done, and a relative integrity, dignity and confidence for their knowing that what was done is genuinely true and real, and not only just believable per the ability for humans to tell stories, give narratives (including false narratives).
I am not sure if it was or is your intention to continue to remain ignorant and negligent and potentially manufacture (as your mother has been seemingly successfully behaviorally exhibited towards controlling your behavior (through punishment, threats, etc.), but too I am not sure how or why you may suggest that you are so scared, or what it is that you are scared of, that may correlate to your continued ignorance and negligence, and continued avoidance of discussing any of the (historically) increasing abuses, bullyings, threats, etc.
I can't say that I am disappointed, despite that I have escalated a sense of cognitive expression and feeling that I have been compoundingly disappointed since June of 2014, in which a peak of abusive exploitation had occurred and remains sustained, but I am relatively shocked and dismayed that of more healthy, accomplishing, productive and cooperatively honorable and admirable outcomes seems more desirable.
But too, I can say that I am disappointed, because despite that I have not been arrested, as your biological mother had also so rudely declared to me suggesting that my arrest is coming soon back during June of 2014, because I reasonably am not guilty or responsible for any of the abuse that had been behaved.
Nonetheless, with regards to bait and switch, with regards to entrapment, with regards to victimizing the innocent, with regards to the simplicity of pathological lying and delusionality, my disappointment is perhaps a reflection upon my increased ability to recognize red flags of toxic parasitic abuse and behavior.
And I am essentially proud that I can and do continue to help those that are close to me (including my own biological mother) to recognize some of those flags and to improve upon them so as to not continue repeating them, and to improve themselves to be more healthy, decent, kind, honest, safe, sane, respectable, admirable, honorable persons.
Essentially I am okay with persons lying about me, as long as it doesn't escalate to affect my experiences or my reputation or my sense of professionalism, but too, I am okay with bringing attention to some of these concerns, and to occasionally reveal and disclose relevant evidences to prove them as they are useful and important to do so, even if my bringing attention to them may cause others to think negatively about me. I am okay with this because I recognize that even if others consider that I am parasitic, toxic, abusive, fraudulent, wasteful, etc., I recognize that it may be them that are perhaps parasitic, toxic, abusive, fraudulent, wasteful, etc., and they may either deny it, delusionaly perceive it, or otherwise introduce further inconvenience that I am not interested to deal with.
Certainly your biological mother, upon her very first introduction of shouting that she would be reporting me for fraud, essentially out of the blue, as if to solicit that fraud had just or had previously occurred, is quite an outrage, but her usage of the word has helped me to reflect upon the nature in which fraud may be relevant, but in such a way that the fraud was occurring at effort of others and not myself. And I'd like to thank you for bringing attention to how your mother had essentially engaged in Social Security fraud (albeit fairly minor, but still wasteful, abusive and fraudulent in nature nonetheless), such that your mother had coerced and presumably convinced you to act stupider than you were to qualify for more Social Security benefit payments each month. I'd like to thank you because that, along with many other evidences, provide support for which the behavior of your mother had been an issue even before your mother had become aware that I existed, that that incident that had occurred, had occurred prior to any influence or involvement from myself.
I don't consider that you are a fraudulent criminal Sapphire Welka, but relatively, I encourage you to recognize the severity for which aiding and abetting or being an accomplice or accessory to criminal activity is concerning just as much as those who use their brains to orchestrate and coordinate criminal activity, including that which may be relatively borderline criminal and not criminal.
Nonetheless, since June of 2014, police have been involved, and upcoming in March and also again in May, there are court trials that will take place, and as I stated, witnesses will be subpoenaed.
I very much encourage honest witness testimonies, but too I recognize the continued effort for plausible deniability and claims of not knowing things, despite having evidence presented concretely before persons, and continuing a sense of careless wrecklessness.
I suspect that you may exhibit similar potential testimony as well, despite having successfully evaded all past trials that have occurred thus far, perhaps due to my own complacency or difficulty to not only cope with the extent of effort and intelligence required, but the relative effort and energy as well. We shall see. I cannot predict the future, and definitely I shall not coerce, intimidate, threaten or manufacture the future or narrative of future, but I can express my concerns and hope that others who are relevantly involved can showcase more sense of accountability and responsibility for their actions and inactions.
Heck, you could continue expressing your concerns as well, just as you had done with journal that you had written and given to me. Essentially, I encourage it, because otherwise, unless you have been and are continuing to try to intentionally bait and switch or frame me for suffering and punishment that I do not deserve, as if to represent a sense of sociopathy and/or evilness that is somehow enjoyable or exciting or pleasurable, it seems cognitively and socially damaging.
Nonetheless, despite that, like your mother had stated, you may be a beautiful person (your mother referring to you as her daughter), reasonable, one's beauty is a reflection of their actions and inactions, such that unless others know about you, the beauty (or lack thereof) is not there to be realized or experienced, other than through fantasy, storytelling, creation of ideas out of thin air.
And as much as it may seem nice to have the luxury to fantasy indefinitely, live a life in one's own head, it also seems quite despairing, depressing and otherwise alien, isolated or forever alone.
I hope that you are doing well Sapphire, and too I look forward to not only hoping but experiencing a sense of doing well for myself as well.
Take care. Bee well.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
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