Friday, November 18, 2016

Dear Sapphire Welka,

I would like to thank the Mt Oliver Police Department for their excellent service in handling the unanticipated situation yesterday morning.

It was quite beautiful to observe as you were walking, and had glanced over across the street from where you were walking, and noticed the police department and a police squad car that had just parked in front of it. It was beautiful because your body language, head movements, glancing at it, and then away, and then again, and away, showcased a sense of stimulated thought occurring in your brain, perhaps thoughts reflecting upon whether or not to approach them.

I am proud that you eventually did, despite that you hesitated quite a long time time (couple minutes) before doing so, and essentially encouraged by some of my statements, which technically may suggest that you did not do it per your own instinct, which aligns with your initial hesitations as you were walking and glancing. I am proud that you did because it serves as an experience for you to gain insight on doing things for yourself, where nobody does it for you, where you can have firsthand knowledge of exactly what happens during such an experience, and relatively trust that the process that you experienced is fairly standard such that everyone would experience fairly similarly.

Trusting trust is important, and I am proud of you that you have gathered experience where you can gather a sense of trust in the essence of trust, what trust means. And generally police are perceived as a sense of trusted authority, generally to instill and preserve peace, or as peace officers, it seems relatively true.

I am proud of you because I had previously a few months ago purchased copies of any and all police reports that you had filed against me, only to learn that you had never filed any, and only your mother Stephanie Jean Rice had, which essentially were falsified. But now, as of yesterday, the police report you filed against me was genuinely filed on your behalf, and presumably is more honest and true than that which your mother had filed June 16th of 2014, with which she had done so to gain a foothold on preserving your submissiveness to her.

Despite that you continue to remain gullible and submissive, and have showcased behavior that is not so logical or reasonable, I encourage you to continue gaining experience in things, learning how the world works, and to do so by example, the best way to teach (lead by example). Perhaps someday you will overcome feeling that you are gullible, and that you must submit to others, rather than to yourself. And I encourage that some day to be sooner rather than later, for your own good.

I am proud because previously you have shown an unwillingness to speak to a counselor (even CCAC counselor), or practically anyone else about the situation similar as you had been willing to speak to me (along with the handwritten journal that you provided to me that reinforces those things that you stated to me), and it had long posed question as to why you would be afraid to speak up, but not afraid to speak to me, other than for the sake of perhaps preserving hiding from your mother and aunts your genuine feelings, so that inevitably they could be replaced with how your mother and aunts expect for you to feel, or at least to fake it until you become it.

Be strong. Respect yourself.

Sincerely,

Jason Khanlar

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