Dear Sapphire Welka,
"Jason, I do not want to stop affiliating with you. Please continue contacting and affiliating with me. Kind of I feel like I have done nothing wrong and you do not have any reason to not want to affiliate with me anymore. Jason, please, I want to continue affiliating with you." - Sapphire Welka, April 11, 2014
"I want you to be healthy. I want to continue affiliating with you." - Sapphire Welka, May 24, 2014
"I still wanna be friends :(" - Sapphire Welka, May 25, 2014
"I am glad my mom didnt respond too badly when I told her I hung out with you today I should start looking for my own apartment to live in" - Sapphire Welka, May 26, 2014
"I apologize for being so stressed but this situation in which I live with some one who thinks you are malicious when I do not, but who also takes care of me, is really obnoxious and scary for me I dont want to stop affiliating with you" - Sapphire Welka, May 27, 2014
"my mom and dad dont like eachother" - Sapphire Welka, May 31, 2014
"The night that my mom threatened to call the cops on you, I had pulled you because I wanted to talk with you and I was afraid if I didn’t, you wouldn’t talk to me and I kind of thought that I would maybe never see you again" - Sapphire Welka, June 1, 2014
"I am scared because I do not know how to convince my family that you are malicious. But I feel like if I try, I will fail. I really appreciate that my mom has not tried to stop me from hanging out with you after that day that she told you that you infected my computer. I thought she would." - Sapphire Welka, June 8, 2014
"While I would really like to continue affiliating with you to eventually prove that you are not malicious, I want you to be happy. If you are happy just accepting that others think you are malicious, so be it. I would like to prove to them that you are not malicious though. And I shall do that by learning about computers and teaching them. I think I will prove that to them even after we stop affiliating. But at least keep your google phone number so I can text you if I ever convince them. If I learn any way to prove that you are innocent after we cease to affiliate, I will tell her why you are innocent. I want to talk to you. I will tell you if I ever find anything to help you. I will tell you if any of my family ever admits that you are not malicious. My mom has expressed thinking one friend who was at my house is malicious too, if it makes a difference. I do not think she is malicious. Basically, I think we should still be friends because I think some day, we will be able to prove your innocence. Perhaps I should put more effort into proving your innocence. Blah. I suppose I do not matter. I hope I can get my own place next year. My family matters, but I do not. Reality does not matter. All that matters is the opinion of my family. My opinion does not matter. It may be years or decades until I have the competency to prove that you did not intentionally infect my computer. " - Sapphire Welka, June 9, 2014
June 13, 2014 while you were with your aunts visiting their farm in Cabot, PA, I had awaken to learn that your phone number was changed, your email account deactivated, your youtube profile deactivated or no longer accessible, your facebook account heavily adjusted, and several times throughout that day as I had tried to reach you through the account, and various other questionable activities that I am confident were not your actions and efforts.
August 26, 2014 you had given to me a journal that you had been writing since July 6, 2014.
"All this drama started with my mom accusing Jason of intentionally compromising my computer, to his face." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 1 of journal)
"[Jason] asked me to talk to him outside. I was going to do that, but my mom shut the door on me after Jason got out, but before I could get out." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 3 of journal)
"My mom told me that if I ever live with Jason, I would be paying all the rent." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 3 of journal)
"I am not allowed to talk to Jason anymore." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 5 of journal)
"After my mom stopped letting me contact Jason, I saw that Jason blogged that deception hadn’t occurred with me, whereas it had with Colleen." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 5 of journal)
"I am not allowed to contact him, though. My mom said if he contacts me, he will go to jail and if I contact him, I will go to jail because of the PFA she has against him seeing me." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 8 of journal)
note: there was no PFA. It was a lie/part of the abuse.
"When Jason put all that stuff on my Facebook timeline about the evolution of my mom’s treatment of him, some people responded by telling my mom to get me away from that creep, some people responded by asking if my mom would like them to kick that guy’s ass. It is strange that no one gives a shit that my mom accusedhim of intentionally compromising my computer. Although, I appreciate that my biological dad said he thought maybe my mom was paranoid because of those accusations." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 9 of journal)
Sapphire: Do you consider that it is strange too that you have been neglecting and ignoring me since June 13, 2014 especially since one or more humans have threatened, intimidated, coerced and forced you to neglect and ignore me (and also that you had not been neglecting and ignoring any of those abusive persons)?
"after I stopped contacting him, per my mom’s orders and my aunt’s, [it] really hurts because I want to see him again, but I don’t want either of us to go to jail. I can’t wait to get my own apartment, if that ever happens. Chandrika says that she doesn’t think that my mom is ever right about anything she says about anyone." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 10 of journal)
"My mom was nice to Jason for a year and a half, then suddenly became a bitch to him. I hope my mom gets falsely accused of a bunch of shit she didn’t do. [Chandrika] said my mom always accuses people of doing bad things with no evidence whatsoever. I agree." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 11 of journal)
"My mom … told me to block him from seeing my timeline, changed my phone number, and told me to never contact him again. [p11-12] In response to Jason’s behavior, my stepdad said “In some cultures, they would have shot him”" - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 12 of journal)
"My mom said that there’s a difference between haha crazy and bad crazy and that Jason is bad crazy." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 12 of journal)
"I am very sad that I’m now no longer allowed to see him." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (page 13 of journal)
"I think that’s because he knows I don’t want to never see him again like my family is so cruelly forcing upon me." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (page 19 of journal)
"I am sad that I am no longer allowed to contact Jason." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (pages 28-29 of journal)
"I still feel really sad that I am not even allowed to contact Jason." - Sapphire Welka, July 18, 2014 (page 37 of journal)
"When my mom first banned me from contacting Jason, and told me some shit she heard from Raymond, and from the cops, I was thinking of how he told me at least 3 people think the exact opposite, or at least say the opposite, of what he says about certain experiences he’s had with them. This made me think of how I really don’t know who’s right. And I thought, in other words, I don’t know who to trust." - Sapphire Welka, July 18, 2014 (page 37 of journal)
"Last month, my mom said that the cops told her that Drew [from Zhrodague] is a drug-dealer." - Sapphire Welka, July 19, 2014 - (page 43 of journal)
"Jason has been trying to get new roommates for a few months now. He hasn’t found anyone who wants to be roommates with him, though. He responded to a lot of ads of people who need roommates, but a lot of the people who made the ads didn’t respond to him. Jason thought they were fake ads. I told this to my mom and she said he didn’t get a response from them because they can tell he is a psycho." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 52 of journal)
"My parents say he will never get help." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 54 of journal)
"A lot of the reason that I am upset that I am no longer allowed to see Jason is that my mom said some things about how Jason treats me that are untrue. She says that he contradicts everything I say. Of course, that is an exaggeration although he does contradict a lot of things I say. She says he uses so many words that I can’t argue with him. That is untrue." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 55 of journal)
"My mom also said that Jason says “Oh, you’re so stupid, Sapphire!” That is completely the opposite of true. He has never used the word stupid to describe me. I, on the other hand, have told him that he’s stupid. I remember my mom calling me retarded when I was a little kid. I don’t remember why, though. Jason had called me smart many times. He even called me brilliant at least once." - Sapphire Welka, July 26, 2014 (pages 55-56 of journal)
"My mom says that Jason tries to sound smart when he isn’t." - Sapphire Welka, July 26, 2014 (page 56 of journal)
"I am slavishly submitting to my family’s desire for me to not contact Jason. I will only ever contact him again if I learn that I can maintain a job. I only don’t have a job and have not tried to get a job yet because my mom wanted me to go to college to make it easier for me to get a job and she fought for me to be on social security while I am in college. Jason has told me numerous times that I should do things per my own interests and not per the interests of others. I admire him for saying that. My family thinks very differently though. I can’t wait until I get the opportunity to move FAR AWAY from these TYRANTS!" - Sapphire Welka, August 6, 2014 (pages 59-60 of journal)
"The best way to get revenge on my family for them not allowing me to contact Jason anymore would probably be to not affiliate with them any longer once I can maintain a job or some other source of decent income, if that ever happens. If it does, I shall stop contacting my family for at least a decade. That way, they will know how it feels, maybe. Maybe they wouldn’t care. I think they would, though. It sucks that they don’t love me enough to consider how I feel about never contacting him again, though." - Sapphire Welka, August 7, 2014 (page 62 of journal)
"My mom is such a liar. She told Jason’s mom that he’s been sneaking into our house. He has never snuck into our house." - Sapphire Welka, August 25, 2014 (page 66 of journal)
"My mom lied to a psychologist to make it more likely for me to stay on SSI, which she fought with them for me to stay on while I was in college. Before I was 18, I was on SSI with no questions because I was diagnosed with high functioning autism when I was 4." - Sapphire Welka, August 25, 2014 (page 67 of journal)
September 10, 2014 Sapphire Welka had given a letter to me (p1, p2)
"I do feel like I need to obey my mom’s ridiculous demand for me to never contact you again, or at least pretend to be obeying her, because sheis paying for me to live at the house I live in. SSI doesn’t pay for my full share of rent and bills, so she has to pay for the rest. If the day ever comes that I get my own house, I would like to come to your house and look at what you texted to my mom." - Sapphire Welka, September 10, 2014
"I asked my mom once whatyou texted to her and she just said that you said you know you’re a loser but in way more words than necessary." - Sapphire Welka, September 10, 2014
It has been over 690 days since your biological mother had significantly threatened, lied to, punished, bullied and abused you since around June 13, 2014.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
"Jason, I do not want to stop affiliating with you. Please continue contacting and affiliating with me. Kind of I feel like I have done nothing wrong and you do not have any reason to not want to affiliate with me anymore. Jason, please, I want to continue affiliating with you." - Sapphire Welka, April 11, 2014
"I want you to be healthy. I want to continue affiliating with you." - Sapphire Welka, May 24, 2014
"I still wanna be friends :(" - Sapphire Welka, May 25, 2014
"I am glad my mom didnt respond too badly when I told her I hung out with you today I should start looking for my own apartment to live in" - Sapphire Welka, May 26, 2014
"I apologize for being so stressed but this situation in which I live with some one who thinks you are malicious when I do not, but who also takes care of me, is really obnoxious and scary for me I dont want to stop affiliating with you" - Sapphire Welka, May 27, 2014
"my mom and dad dont like eachother" - Sapphire Welka, May 31, 2014
"The night that my mom threatened to call the cops on you, I had pulled you because I wanted to talk with you and I was afraid if I didn’t, you wouldn’t talk to me and I kind of thought that I would maybe never see you again" - Sapphire Welka, June 1, 2014
"I am scared because I do not know how to convince my family that you are malicious. But I feel like if I try, I will fail. I really appreciate that my mom has not tried to stop me from hanging out with you after that day that she told you that you infected my computer. I thought she would." - Sapphire Welka, June 8, 2014
"While I would really like to continue affiliating with you to eventually prove that you are not malicious, I want you to be happy. If you are happy just accepting that others think you are malicious, so be it. I would like to prove to them that you are not malicious though. And I shall do that by learning about computers and teaching them. I think I will prove that to them even after we stop affiliating. But at least keep your google phone number so I can text you if I ever convince them. If I learn any way to prove that you are innocent after we cease to affiliate, I will tell her why you are innocent. I want to talk to you. I will tell you if I ever find anything to help you. I will tell you if any of my family ever admits that you are not malicious. My mom has expressed thinking one friend who was at my house is malicious too, if it makes a difference. I do not think she is malicious. Basically, I think we should still be friends because I think some day, we will be able to prove your innocence. Perhaps I should put more effort into proving your innocence. Blah. I suppose I do not matter. I hope I can get my own place next year. My family matters, but I do not. Reality does not matter. All that matters is the opinion of my family. My opinion does not matter. It may be years or decades until I have the competency to prove that you did not intentionally infect my computer. " - Sapphire Welka, June 9, 2014
June 13, 2014 while you were with your aunts visiting their farm in Cabot, PA, I had awaken to learn that your phone number was changed, your email account deactivated, your youtube profile deactivated or no longer accessible, your facebook account heavily adjusted, and several times throughout that day as I had tried to reach you through the account, and various other questionable activities that I am confident were not your actions and efforts.
August 26, 2014 you had given to me a journal that you had been writing since July 6, 2014.
"All this drama started with my mom accusing Jason of intentionally compromising my computer, to his face." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 1 of journal)
"[Jason] asked me to talk to him outside. I was going to do that, but my mom shut the door on me after Jason got out, but before I could get out." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 3 of journal)
"My mom told me that if I ever live with Jason, I would be paying all the rent." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 3 of journal)
"I am not allowed to talk to Jason anymore." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 5 of journal)
"After my mom stopped letting me contact Jason, I saw that Jason blogged that deception hadn’t occurred with me, whereas it had with Colleen." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 5 of journal)
"I am not allowed to contact him, though. My mom said if he contacts me, he will go to jail and if I contact him, I will go to jail because of the PFA she has against him seeing me." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 8 of journal)
note: there was no PFA. It was a lie/part of the abuse.
"When Jason put all that stuff on my Facebook timeline about the evolution of my mom’s treatment of him, some people responded by telling my mom to get me away from that creep, some people responded by asking if my mom would like them to kick that guy’s ass. It is strange that no one gives a shit that my mom accusedhim of intentionally compromising my computer. Although, I appreciate that my biological dad said he thought maybe my mom was paranoid because of those accusations." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 9 of journal)
Sapphire: Do you consider that it is strange too that you have been neglecting and ignoring me since June 13, 2014 especially since one or more humans have threatened, intimidated, coerced and forced you to neglect and ignore me (and also that you had not been neglecting and ignoring any of those abusive persons)?
"after I stopped contacting him, per my mom’s orders and my aunt’s, [it] really hurts because I want to see him again, but I don’t want either of us to go to jail. I can’t wait to get my own apartment, if that ever happens. Chandrika says that she doesn’t think that my mom is ever right about anything she says about anyone." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 10 of journal)
"My mom was nice to Jason for a year and a half, then suddenly became a bitch to him. I hope my mom gets falsely accused of a bunch of shit she didn’t do. [Chandrika] said my mom always accuses people of doing bad things with no evidence whatsoever. I agree." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 11 of journal)
"My mom … told me to block him from seeing my timeline, changed my phone number, and told me to never contact him again. [p11-12] In response to Jason’s behavior, my stepdad said “In some cultures, they would have shot him”" - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 12 of journal)
"My mom said that there’s a difference between haha crazy and bad crazy and that Jason is bad crazy." - Sapphire Welka, July 6, 2014 (page 12 of journal)
"I am very sad that I’m now no longer allowed to see him." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (page 13 of journal)
"I think that’s because he knows I don’t want to never see him again like my family is so cruelly forcing upon me." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (page 19 of journal)
"I am sad that I am no longer allowed to contact Jason." - Sapphire Welka, July 13, 2014 (pages 28-29 of journal)
"I still feel really sad that I am not even allowed to contact Jason." - Sapphire Welka, July 18, 2014 (page 37 of journal)
"When my mom first banned me from contacting Jason, and told me some shit she heard from Raymond, and from the cops, I was thinking of how he told me at least 3 people think the exact opposite, or at least say the opposite, of what he says about certain experiences he’s had with them. This made me think of how I really don’t know who’s right. And I thought, in other words, I don’t know who to trust." - Sapphire Welka, July 18, 2014 (page 37 of journal)
"Last month, my mom said that the cops told her that Drew [from Zhrodague] is a drug-dealer." - Sapphire Welka, July 19, 2014 - (page 43 of journal)
"Jason has been trying to get new roommates for a few months now. He hasn’t found anyone who wants to be roommates with him, though. He responded to a lot of ads of people who need roommates, but a lot of the people who made the ads didn’t respond to him. Jason thought they were fake ads. I told this to my mom and she said he didn’t get a response from them because they can tell he is a psycho." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 52 of journal)
"My parents say he will never get help." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 54 of journal)
"A lot of the reason that I am upset that I am no longer allowed to see Jason is that my mom said some things about how Jason treats me that are untrue. She says that he contradicts everything I say. Of course, that is an exaggeration although he does contradict a lot of things I say. She says he uses so many words that I can’t argue with him. That is untrue." - Sapphire Welka, July 25, 2014 (page 55 of journal)
"My mom also said that Jason says “Oh, you’re so stupid, Sapphire!” That is completely the opposite of true. He has never used the word stupid to describe me. I, on the other hand, have told him that he’s stupid. I remember my mom calling me retarded when I was a little kid. I don’t remember why, though. Jason had called me smart many times. He even called me brilliant at least once." - Sapphire Welka, July 26, 2014 (pages 55-56 of journal)
"My mom says that Jason tries to sound smart when he isn’t." - Sapphire Welka, July 26, 2014 (page 56 of journal)
"I am slavishly submitting to my family’s desire for me to not contact Jason. I will only ever contact him again if I learn that I can maintain a job. I only don’t have a job and have not tried to get a job yet because my mom wanted me to go to college to make it easier for me to get a job and she fought for me to be on social security while I am in college. Jason has told me numerous times that I should do things per my own interests and not per the interests of others. I admire him for saying that. My family thinks very differently though. I can’t wait until I get the opportunity to move FAR AWAY from these TYRANTS!" - Sapphire Welka, August 6, 2014 (pages 59-60 of journal)
"The best way to get revenge on my family for them not allowing me to contact Jason anymore would probably be to not affiliate with them any longer once I can maintain a job or some other source of decent income, if that ever happens. If it does, I shall stop contacting my family for at least a decade. That way, they will know how it feels, maybe. Maybe they wouldn’t care. I think they would, though. It sucks that they don’t love me enough to consider how I feel about never contacting him again, though." - Sapphire Welka, August 7, 2014 (page 62 of journal)
"My mom is such a liar. She told Jason’s mom that he’s been sneaking into our house. He has never snuck into our house." - Sapphire Welka, August 25, 2014 (page 66 of journal)
"My mom lied to a psychologist to make it more likely for me to stay on SSI, which she fought with them for me to stay on while I was in college. Before I was 18, I was on SSI with no questions because I was diagnosed with high functioning autism when I was 4." - Sapphire Welka, August 25, 2014 (page 67 of journal)
September 10, 2014 Sapphire Welka had given a letter to me (p1, p2)
"I do feel like I need to obey my mom’s ridiculous demand for me to never contact you again, or at least pretend to be obeying her, because sheis paying for me to live at the house I live in. SSI doesn’t pay for my full share of rent and bills, so she has to pay for the rest. If the day ever comes that I get my own house, I would like to come to your house and look at what you texted to my mom." - Sapphire Welka, September 10, 2014
"I asked my mom once whatyou texted to her and she just said that you said you know you’re a loser but in way more words than necessary." - Sapphire Welka, September 10, 2014
It has been over 690 days since your biological mother had significantly threatened, lied to, punished, bullied and abused you since around June 13, 2014.
Sincerely,
Jason Khanlar
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