Dear Sapphire Lorelei Welka,

June 13th, 2014 I had awakened to your phone number being changed. Your facebook account had blocked me. Your email address sapphire_w@rocketmail.com had been deactivated, etc.

Your biological mother Stephanie Jean rice had pressured, coerced, intimidated and forced you to cease talking to and affiliating with me. Your mother has sustained and continued narcissistic bullying since that time and throughout the last 3.5 years.

For the most part, you have complied, submissively, describing yourself as slavishly submitting to the abuse, as you had written in a journal that you had given to me several months afterwards.

To this day, you sustain the ignorance, neglect, rejection, pretending (as you worded in a letter you wrote to me) as if I do not exist, or never existed, or have no worth, value, meaning, etc.

Why?

What logical reason exists for your behavior?

Are you practicing, faking it until you become it, to comply with the abuse bestowed upon you by your mother, and also others, including your aunts Janice Heagy and Lorraine Heagy, John Mcclure, and others?

There have been many lies, including when I left flowers with a simple and short apology letter to you at your aunts home in Polish Hill on June 16th, 2014, the day after Father's Day that year.  Months later after discussing this with you, you mentioned that you only heard that I was pounding on your aunt's door, but knew nothing about flowers that I had left, nor the apology letter.  And I know with absolute certainty that I had knocked politely on the door, and most certainly did not 'pound' on the door.

Yet, to this day, you have only showcased willingness to communicate or talk or interact with me as long as your mother would never find out. You had showcased substantial fear, anxiety, panic, worry in any and all circumstances that you felt that your mother would find out.  You explicitly stated this to me, and even described such in journal and letter you had written to me.

What logical explanation exists for your behavior, your ignorance, negligence, pretending, etc?

Why have you allowed yourself to sustain a 'proprietary' or classified, secretive, practically shredding of evidence-based behaviorism?

It seems as if you are surrounded by and embraced by abusive predatory brained humans, such that perhaps you may as well be yourself, noticeably different than your behavior prior to June 2014, when you showcased relatively more comfort to tell the truth, and not be afraid to express yourself, your opinions, or even facts (which are not opinions).

What happened to you cognitive, mental, transparent, accountable, responsible behaviorisms? Does your brain matter?  Does your brain have to comply wit hthe demands and pressures of other brains, especially those who engage in waste, abuse, fraud?  Especially those brains who obstruct justice preventing you from complying with subpoenas for court procedures? Especially those brains who tell you what to think, say, feel, etc.?

Be strong. Respect yourself.

Sincerely,

Jason Khanlar